when i’m upset, i get very physical. i’ll dye my hair, or get a tattoo, anything that dizzies me with adrenaline.
hung out with destiny today; she has shaved brows, wears 6-inch platforms and has the voice of a sex phone operator. we spent our sunday watching edie short documentaries, hanging out with lesbians, getting dairy-free peanut butter and banana smoothies at ‘follow your heart’ (which is my new favorite place to go to in the valley now for lunch dates and grocery shopping) and planning a short film project for this coming weekend.
My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean…
And if I said I didn’t plan for it to turn out this way I’d be lying…
Because I was born to be the other woman.
Who belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone.
Who had nothing, who wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn’t even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.
Lana Del Rey (Ride)
this one time one of my favorite authors messaged me to untag her from a photo of her and i. but, at least she accepted my friend request.
lol happy birthday FLB <3